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To everyone who has requested to be my friend, I apologize.send me another requst and I promise to approve more quickly! I haven't been on OH in a while. They say you forget to post after the weight loss and they were right! I am so busy just living !  I'm down to 198 today and I feel good. I'm almost where I want to be. I have 50lbs I still want to get rid of, but I look pretty damn good right now! I'm happy and this is the bst thing I could have ever done for myself!!

I'm stalling big time and I know the reason why. I've been going out and drinking with friends. I never use to drink, but now, I'm out all the doggone time. That coupled with the fact that we moved into a new building at work and we have  no fridge and no microwave. I'm going out to lunch every day. Not cool.Anyway, I have a new guy and he's nice. I haven't told him about my surgery.,..Why should I ? I'm still fat right now!!

As of today I'm 235 lbs. I can't belive it.I don't remember when the last time I weighed that little! I am so happy. I should be smaller but my weight loss has been stalled because I started a new job and they have been feeding us every day. I don't want to seem odd, so I eat .Not a lot, but it's the kind of food that isn't good for me. Not to mention Christmas with all those goodies.Anyway, I'll do better!

I was thinking about that old song that says don't wait till thebattle is over to  shout now. You know in the end your gonna win. That 's how I feel about mu WLS journey. I spend so much time worrying about what the scale says every day,but when was the last time I lost 50lbs in 2 months? I'm happy. I saw not one but two of my exes today and both of them commented on how good I look. I wanted to be silly and say "I know" but I'll chill for now. It was very nice for me to see both of them give me that look.One guy just kept hugging me and the other one, well that takes some explaining. I loved this man. I still do. He was so woderful to  me but we couldn't get it together. He has the most beautiful gray eyes that change colors when he's excited. Anyway, he's looking at me and his eyes changed to blue.. I remember vividly that that meant he was turned on.  Happy dance!!! Anyway, we talked for about an hour and we enjoyed every second of it!! He didn't want to leave me, but like I told him, all good things must come to an end! Anyway keep me in your prayers as I deal with old demons in my new body. It's hard trying to do what God wants you to do when men are all of a sudden coming out of the woodwork. Peace for now.....

So I mentioned in my last post that I forget to take my vitamins occasionally. Well, that caught up with me. This past week I was so tired! I was sleeping like 18 hours a day and didn't know why I couldn't get it together!Those vitamins are so important. I've started back on them and feel loads better.I'm ticked that I keep loosing and gaining the same 2 or three pounds all week. Wil I ever make it to my goal? Anyway, I'm keeping my head up. Peace

 I've been eating and getting my protien in very well . I forget to take my vitamins every now and then,but so far so good. I wish I was loosing more rapidly, but hey, I can't complain. I am getting it off so that is what matters. I've been out to eat with friends twice. I've found that this is my biggest waste of money. I cannnot eat worth a damn! Two or three bites and I'm done! Next week my sweetheart is coming in from Bermuda to see me. Anyone who's on BAF may have heard me mentioning my struggles with him and doing what God wants me to do.Change is never easy, but with God, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!! So , anyone who may read his blog,say a prayer for me. He'll be here on Thursday and I've already told him we will not be having sex. He's not happy, but keep us both in your prayers. I'm ready for a husband. He may or may not be the one, but I don't intend to block my blessings while God is trying to prepare me for whatever He has for me. So like I said, keep me lifted up in prayer.Love you all!

So today was Turkey day. I ate , but didn't over eat. I'm proud of myself. I put my food on a saucer and didn't even eat it all. That was at 3pm. It is now 2:55 am and I'm still not hungry. I'm joining a gym cause it's getting so cold outside and walking in 32 dregree weather is so not my thing! So , I hope you all have a wonderful day and continue to pray for me as I pray for you. Love you all. Peace and blessings.
Shalom
Heather

Guess who's down 30lbs....Me!Me!Me! I am so happy. I still can't believe it! thank you Lord!! He's been watching over and protecting me as usual and I owe him all the praise! Things are looking up. I still have a co-worker who hates me, but I just pray for the sister and keep going. Every day God shows me how to be a better person and this time, I'm actually listeneing. It's great. Anyway, enough of my blabbing. Keep the faith and i'll check in again soon.

I'm getting there! I prayed for patience and the Lord is working with me something fierce!
 I asked for wisdom and again, He's laying it on me. All I can do is give Him the praise. In case you've missed my posts on BAF, I've been having some serious trouble with a co-worker. This sister hates me and the fact that I'm loosing weight is not helping her in the least. I've been praying for patience and wisdom and maybe this situation was placed in my life to teach me somethings. More of God, less of me. I have been asking the Father to show me how to show His love for her through me. It's hard when she lies on me and is sneaky and vindictive, but I know that I haven't played a part in that foolishness so  my  soul is clear EVERY night. I just thank God that I can recognize that He is preparing me for a breakthrough through her. Pray for me yall. In the mean time, I haven't been on the scale. My clothes are hanging off of me though. Love you all!!! 

Okay, so I went for my two week post -op visit and I have only lost 19lbs! I was so upset! My doctor asked me who the hell I was in a race with and when the last time was that I lost 19lbs in two weeks! I guess that put it into perespective! I'm going to start walking next week...gotta get these pounds off. I have to be in a wedding next month.