Well let's see here where should I begin? I guess as far back as I can remember .....

I remember all growing up I've always been fat. I started getting mad fun of when I was in second grade. It really got bad when I was in third grade, I remember there was this one kid who was like the ring leader of them all, (and later on down the road I found out his sister was fat too so I didn't never understand why he made fun of me) I haven't ever forgotten about him making fun of me. I didn't understand why I was fat anyway I was in sports then I did track and feild I did a lot of things but by the time I made it to 7 & 8 grade I stopped all that. I also remember being so big in 6th grade that I actually went the entire year wearing only dresses and skirts! cause I couldn't find any cloths (pant wise) that would fit me! Still to this day I try not to wear dresses because I feel I was traumatized from that. I was coming home crying some days because of being made fun of so bad.....I know being made fun of has made me a better person but I'm not going to go and thank them for giving me hell all my life! I hit high school and I had a couple of friends that we always went and did everything with each other except shop I mean we went and got cloths for them cause of course they could find cloths but not me. I graduated high school (which was a task to do cause I didn't ever want to go I was tired of being picked on.) I had a boyfriend when I graduated (which was funny cause he was my best friends cousin) It was suprising he actually like me being fat weird I know. I got pregnant 6 months after graduation on my 19 birthday and nine months later I had my beautiful little girl on September 9, 2003
I have been working the entire time now all the time trying diffrent diets here and there to try and loose weight. I've even tried throwing my food back up but I have no gag reflex so I couldn't make myself sick. I've been staying at a steady 395-410 since the birth of my daughter.  I'm in school now at Davis College and I'm going for my Medical Assistant degree. I'm find I can still make friends being fat but I also know being this big isn't good for me and my body. I'm still with the man I was with when I graduated it's been 5 years now, and he still loves me how I am. I'm happy for what I have but I will be much happier when I'm able to do a lot more things that I want to do with my daughter.

About Me
Panama City, FL
Location
32.1
BMI
RNY
Surgery
02/11/2008
Surgery Date
Oct 17, 2007
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