I lost my forward momentum and here I am back where I was

Feb 12, 2019

So easy to forget the plan.  So easy to revert to the unhealthy.  I am so angry at myself for doing this, again, to myself.  I have regained everything from Surgery Day.  I had been holding steady for a while, then last year saw the gaining gaining gaining - I try again, and fail and then give up and try again and fail and give up.  I am just posting this for my record.  I look back at the optimism I had and feel so let down by me.

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