Little down today

Jun 26, 2011

Today I see life is not going to go the way I want just because I am losing this extra person I ve carried with me as long as I remember.

 Now I am fearful that once I get to my goal I will not know how to live in this new body crazy as this might sound.  Has anyone gone through this once they lose the weight?  Now I feel like my support system my cousin is not willing to offer me support because as she said she is tired of hearing me talk about going to the gym and what I eat.   Yet she herself has a weight problem all her life too.  So what a sister to do I am not stopping I want to be healthy and sexy once before I die. So there it is life my life.  Class (grad school) start today to so back on my grind lol...I am dating but its hard out there for a black woman so I am taking it slow. 

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