Hi I have been here in a while

Dec 30, 2011

So with that having been typed lol. How is everyone I pray the new year bring each of you happiness and peace.  I am living my life at my second job working hardly.lol  I am still in love even more crazy as that might seem or sound out loud we are staying home for new year with my now 21 yr. old son.  Cooking a little munchy food.  I have not lost another pound 240 holding but  I am OK with that not.. My anniver is coming 2/9/12 and I am having thyroid remove on the 2/10/12 So happy anniver to me.  I should be 210/220 by now but I am not hitting the gym as hard as I once did tired but ai am planning to go today.  Pray for me have not been for 2 months ya love did it to me and lack of sleep working to much two jobs and grad school.  But with the new year tomorrow I am recommitting to me plus I miss the feeling of sweating it out the stress of life.  y son applied to 4 medical school and two turned him down I feel so bad for him.  But he is applying to grad school as his back up then reapply next year.  I am so proud of him he is my everything.  Now on to my man he is still wonderful towards me and the sex life is awesome.  I am planning to have tummy tuck in the spring gives me some time to lose more weight.  I am in therapy now once a week not sure if I need to be but it feels so right.  OK no one get on me about my writing skills  I am sleep deprived and hung over last night was date night and drinking when we got in from movie and dinner.  I am able to get more now but not a whole lot at once.  My life has changed for the better thank god for this surgery and Dr. Sadek.  I thought I would be half of what I was but I know if I do the work i will be I m 50 pound from my want to weight.  Yet for me I m healthy in size 16/18 from 26/28 so I am so happy.   I am in love with me and have a good man next to me who love my extra skin and tummy so to all that think its not possible it is trust in yourself and do it all for you.  Happy in love in NJ.  Maybe soon I will be telling u guy's I got married to my lover best friend Ron.   This is life on my terms how about that my terms.....

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