suchaclassylady
I'm just so tired...
Apr 27, 2010
Meet Aubrey Ann
Apr 22, 2010
Blahhhhhhhhhh
Oct 06, 2009
18 months out...
Nov 24, 2008
May 15, 2008 Happy Surgiversary to Me
May 15, 2008
The Lord has blessed me so tremendously. This year has gone by so fast and every day of it has been a fantasy. One year and 120# from my highest weight. I don't know how much I've actually lost since surgery, and it doesn't matter to me b/c like the devil, the scale is a liar. This time last year I was a size 24 and never thought in a milIlion years I would be shopping in the Misses or even Junior's department. I'm a large 12, firm 14, small 16...it all depends on who is designing the clothes. I'm a firm size L, small XL, my feet have gone down 1 size, but mostly in width. I'm tall and I accept the fact that I will always have big feet.
I have discovered bones that I forgot everyone else has. I can see my feet when I look down. I've dropped 3 cup sizes and 7 band sizes in my bra. I cross my legs under my desk and I sometimes sit Indian style in my chair at work. I blend in with the rest of society. I'm happier than ever before. I am the size I wanted to be, I have the job I've always wanted, I'm engaged to be married to the man of my dreams, and I just got a new truck last month (despite the gas prices). What more could I ask for? Blessed and highly favored...that's me.
I was sniggling at this list I had made 2 years ago and posted it....
When I am a loser, I am going to wear:
knee-high, maybe even thigh-high boots - DONE
silk pantyhose - not yet
miniskirts - DONE
coochie cutter shorts - DONE
spaghetti strap everything - need a lift first
anything from Victoria's Secret - DONE
Blanik stilettos - not with these gas prices
halter tops - DONE
if I"m lucky, something with my back showing - WAIT TILL YOU SEE MY WEDDING DRESS!
souvenir T-Shirts - DONE
a swimsuit, maybe a bikini - DONE no bikini w/ these scars
my man's boxer shorts - DONE (and he can even pick me up now )
his T-shirt without it being tight around my bust - DONE
affordable bras with thin straps and only 2 hooks - DONE (but I still stick w/ the Balconette from LB)
Express jeans - not yet
a thong - DONE
a belly shirt - OK, I'm 30..enough saidf
fantabulous night gowns - DONE
low-riders - DONE
hair weaves to the back of my knees - maybe not to the back of my knees
cute coats with belts that wrap around my tiny waist and tie in the front - DONE
fashion belts over tunics and skinny jeans - not w/ skinny jeans, I'm not really feeling those.
Frederick's of Hollywood faux booties (because I'm realistic, I have a flat one now, I'll have a flat one then - MY BOOTY IS GETTING ROUNDER BY THE DAY!
God is good all the time, and all the time God is good. Thank you Jehovah Jireh
May 5, 2008
May 05, 2008
I'm 10 days away from my surgiverssary. Let me tell you something, Newbies....I'm scared. Sure, I'm 120# down total with a tolerable amount of excess skin. I would like to lose another 30#, but the weight loss is freakishly slow right now. I still have restriction, and I'm going to the gym more often. It's just that I have this sweet tooth from out of this world.
I'm off subject. I'm scared to gain the weight back. MORTIFIED is not the word. I sometimes dream I'm back to the old Classy, and I know I said I would never be this way, but I wake up with my heart pounding and covered in sweat. I test myself by wrapping my hand around my wrist to make sure my fingers still meet comfortable. I reach down to feel my hip bones aren't covered in the thick layer of blubber. I feel for my collar bones to make sure they are still prominent. I'm afraid. It's funny b/c my fear doesn't keep me away from jelly beans.
I don't know if you know this, but I used to be a smoker. I've even considered taking up that habit again to stop the snacking. I chew gum and water-load like crazy. I've added 15 more minutes of cardio per day. I'm scared. Isn't this such a mind phyuck? I would rather die of lung cancer than be a size 24. I guess you just have to be here to understand. When your nice shiny tool starts to get rusty and you can eat more than you used to....When you sneak a little sugar and don't dump....When you buy a whole cake, take a slice, and put the rest down the garbage disposal. i'm like a crackhead....and I'm scared.
April 7, 2008
Apr 07, 2008
I found with minor adjustments to my diet and slightly increased exercise I've lost a substantial....and by substantial I mean about 8 lbs. in the past 2 weeks or less. That's so strange to me because my body was holding onto this weight for dear life and now it wants to drop these pounds just in time for short & tank-top season. As we all know though, the scale is a liar and it's easier to gauge your loss w/ your clothes. As a matter of fact, I was fitted for my engagement ring several months ago and now I had to buy a plastic sizer so it won't fall off my hand.
I need to concentrate of toning it up for my wedding. Even though I look small I have jigglies for days. My arms are less than ideal and my thighs look like deflated balloons. Since the weather has finally broken, I'm going to hit the gym 4X/week...OK, who am I BS'ing, y'all know I'm not going to the gym that much...but I will walk around my building for lunch 4X/week and go to the gym 3X/week. I'm going to email my angel, who works with me, to see if she would like to walk with me. Doesn't that sound productive?
4/3/08
Apr 03, 2008
OK, so real talk, I think I may be a....dare I say it....size 12. Some of my 14's are getting baggy and I think ...THINK I may have to buy 12's for the summer. We'll see, but I'm not buying anything else until it gets really hot.
Now let's talk about my eating. Today I had:
B: 2 turkey sausage patties
S: peanutbutter sandwich cookies
L: 1 grilled chicken breast
S: more cookies
D: peanutbutter chicken and noodles w/ Asian vegetables (planned)
As for the noodles, I still eat off a saucer to keep my portions small and I'll only have a fork-spin of noodles, a spoonful of veggies, and 3-4oz. meat. I don't feel like fitday today, but I already see the GLARING errors in my diet. However, if I think of the way I used to eat, I have no right to talk trash to myself. There is always room for improvement but I won't drive myself crazy trying to squeeze in that room.
I haven't planned my evening snack but I'm out of cookies so I'll probably have a piece of fruit b/c I have this insatiable sweet tooth. I don't eat a lot, but I'm eating the wrong things.
3/25/08
Mar 25, 2008
March 24, 2008
Mar 24, 2008
This week my goal is to make it to the gym 3X to do 20 minutes of cardio. I'm going back to the basics and not try to over-do it. I'll ramp it up 10 minutes per week until I'm back to where I was when I fell off. Looking at my pics, I either need to start wearing my Spanx every day or get back on the abductor and crunch machines too.