Trying to raise

Sep 16, 2010

Well its come to that nice lil point where you look at yourself in the mirror after droping all the weight and see all the lose skin and wish for the tummy tuck , the arm lift even the thigh lift but no matter how much you wish for them you can't make it . no matter how much you try to save for the surgeries you never get close to your goal . well thats where i am right now . i see myself in the mirror with my clothes off and all i see is the past . no matter what new clothes i buy or the size its always there to remind you all that skin. I have even went as far as thinking about trying to raise money for what needs to be done . but i know no one will be able to help with it. not the family not my friends . every week i try to put as much money away as i can but i just dont seem to be getting any closer to anything . well anyways enough of my ranting i guess . im just a lil upset about it is all . but you never know what may come your way i guess

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