Almost 3 months...

Mar 05, 2011

So I am almost 3 months out.  Since surgery, I am down 55 lbs. I was a size 24 and now i'm an 18 so that's great.  I've already hit my second stall which is frustrating, but i've learned to take it as a little break from the stress of the diet.  It is hard not to obsess over food.  My carb addiction roars bright and early in the morning and late into the night.  I wish that could've been removed with surgery.  I see bread and my mouth just waters.  Every once in awhile I allow myself a bite of something naughty but i'm not making it a habit.  LIfestyle changes don't happen overnight.  I got my tattoo "Pain before beauty".  I've been waiting to get this tattoo since I started my journey for surgery about 3 years ago. 

I am so thankful to have had this surgery.  The first month was rough.  Bottom line: I LOVE FOOD. That will not change.  I have a problem obsessing over what I'm going to eat next or later or even the next day.  Sometimes I just need to stop and take a deep breathe and remind myself to chill the F out.  Anyways, If anyone has questions let me know. GOOD LUCK

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