A big wow!

Jun 27, 2010

So , Today I am officially 1/2 of the woman I used to be. I have lost 156 lbs and I weigh now 156. I am a size 8 in womens.. down from a size 26.  I am a weird size 8.. as I have an alien belly going on in the front but narrow hips.. weird. I am however THRILLED to be in  a single size clothes.. Ihave not done that since I was maybe 14 or so.  This DS has been amazing. I thought Ihad broken my DS from depression and ate a bunch of carby crap in month 9 and ten and actually gained 12 lbs but this month I cut out the hot pockets.. breaddy pizza crap.. and um still kept more sugar than I should and lost those 12 lbs.. plus 6 more!!! I cant believe it! My DS is still working just fine as long as I follow the rules and get enough protein then I lose!!  I had all but resigned to not losing anymore.. stopping just short of goal but man Im happy to see the scale moving again in the right direction!..
    I want to lose jsut a litte more but I wish I could choose where to lose it from.. My arms and neck are skinny enough.. I want to lose my belly and thighs still and then there is the whole weird loose skin issue of my arms and tummy and thighs.. Whether I will ever have that done I dont know. My next goal is to get to a normal bmi which for my height is 145.. after that then I will re address my goal. I had thought all along of having a goal of 130 but I am not too sure about that now as I dont want to get too skinny.. how weird is that. Nope.. Im not going to make goal by a year.. as my super DS wish list was to be but I am ok with that. Ive made good progress and dealt with some major issues along this journey and have survived so far.  

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