susanc_2010
Ok, where to start.... i am 22 years old and i have been chubby for as long as i can remember, i have been dieting since i was 11. I was always told. "you have such a pretty face you could be a model" or "you'd be so pretty if you could just lose that weight" I am sick of always being the ___________ big girl (insert positive adjective [pretty,sweet,funny,nice]) well... i am so tired of hearing it. Well anyways, i have been in a few abusive relationships, where i was put down and made to feel like i was the most unattractive ogre on earth, I was told that noone wanted me and that i was lucky that she even tolerated me. Well, after getting out of that one, i fell right into another one, and another and another. Its safe to say i had NO self esteem at all. BUT..... i have finally decided I AM WORTH IT and I DO DESERVE to be happy with myself. so... here i am, i just started my journey and its a slow process i know but im willing to work at it, My mother is also embarking on this journey with me and she is getting it as well. Also, my girlfriend is very supportive. She loves me unconditionally no matter what size i am, but im doing this for me.
