My rant for the day

Mar 28, 2010

I don't know what is wrong with me.  I know I should be proud of my accomplishment, but I am wanting more.  I am only 9 months out and I have lost 85lbs.  My goal is to lose 100lbs so I only have 15lbs to go.  I know that as far as my surgeon says I am ahead of schedule.  He tells me that by the first year 75% of excess weight should be lost and between year 1 and 2 the remainder of weight will be lost.  I guess I am wanting more because of how much I've lost so far.  I keep thinking, what if this is all I will lose?  I know I should be happy and I am because I can't remember the last time I weighed what I do now or wore the size I am fitting into now, but there is still that part of me that just wants more.  Does anyone else understand what I mean? 

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