HOLY SMOKES! It just hit me!

Jul 17, 2010

My surgery was moved up by 2wks! YIKES! So that means my surgery is THIS Monday! I've known for a few days now but I think it JUST now hit me that in less than 2 days I will have a small banana shaped tummy. I'm going to have major surgery...HOLY SMOKES! I haven't even gotten started! I need a bag with this and that,apparently  I need to find a baby pillow now, a heating pad, some warm tea and I mos def need something other than the frikken hospital gowns if I'm gonna be walking up and down the hospital halls. I found some tube dresses-like sun dresses but longer, and they're very comfortable AND fashionable. I'm getting my bag together tomorrow but I'm making my list now. I really am excited despite some anxious energy.

I guess I'm most excited about seeing someone I've never seen before when I look in the mirror. I can't wait to see that chick! I always thought my weight didn't hold me back, that I did what I wanted and lived life without thought to my weight and for the most part I did but now I can't wait for the new opportunities and the different  experiences I'll be exposed to. I'm frikken excited for real...this is gonna be so badass! Ha! 

Love! 

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