The Truth...

Nov 04, 2012

Okie dokie! First off, hi everybody!!!!!!!!!!! How is your beautiful Sunday going?? Well today I have came to some realizations. I have been real stressed these past few weeks. I was doing great on my weight loss journey. I was down to 358, and now I am back up to 375. When I get stressed or depressed, like so many others, I turn to food. I don't even be hungry, but I just eat. Then when I am done eating, I still feel terrible and beat myself up even more. Living a healthy life so I can be there for my family is very important to me, but I can't seem to find a way to get back on track. I am motivated and determined to lose this weight, but these past few weeks I lost sight of the importance. The truth is I think fear of failure is clouding my motivation and determination. I know I can do this, but sometimes you just want someone to believe in you as much as you believe in yourself. I have been battling obesity since before I was a teen, and now I just want to be normal and enjoy my life for a change. I will NOT give up. I will KEEP pushing forward. I will PROMISE to give it my all, and nothing LESS than my BEST. Please just pray for me that I get my surgery, and that God gives me strength to endure all the trials and tribulations along the way. God bless and ttyl e1.

Mimi J

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