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I got down to 187 lbs and a comfortable size 12. I am now up to a whopping 228 lbs and feeling huge as hell! I don't know what is going on here but i do know that I am totally to blame for my weight gain. I am back on the weight loss wagon and now trying to reach my goal weight of 175 lbs. I secretly pray to be able to get down to 150 but my family would think I was crazy to admit that. 

I have been eating whatever I want whenever I want for at least the past year and it has caught up with me big time. I really need some support from someone who knows what I am going through because other people just don't get it.  All they can see is that I am much smaller than I originally was, but I never got to the weight that I wanted.  There is no way to explain how I feel to others cause they just don/t get it.

Right now I am sorta doing the Fat Smash Diet with my mom and sister. I go to the gym at least 5 days a week and I am trying to do some weight training. I mainly am doing cardio right now.

If there is anyone out there who knows what I'm going through and would like to give me any encouragement and support I would greatly appreciate it.

Lovely Ruth!!!

I am so relieved to be on the losing side and today I promise to get back into my support group and obesity help.com.  I have told so many people about the surgery and how it has changed my life and I want to be a good example to every F3 (Future Former Fatty) that I meet. I am striving to be a better person every day because some of the people close to me say that I have changed for the worse and I don't want that to be the case.  I want to be me and be the best me I can be.  I just want to be happy and I am loving the attention I get from the opposite sex right now.  I am going to step back and re-think what I really want out of a relationship.  I am happy flying solo. I just need to get my life together right now.  I am truly a work in progress. For anyone who reads this please keep me in your prayers.