3 years out and I have gained 41 lbs...

Dec 17, 2008

I got down to 187 lbs and a comfortable size 12. I am now up to a whopping 228 lbs and feeling huge as hell! I don't know what is going on here but i do know that I am totally to blame for my weight gain. I am back on the weight loss wagon and now trying to reach my goal weight of 175 lbs. I secretly pray to be able to get down to 150 but my family would think I was crazy to admit that. 

I have been eating whatever I want whenever I want for at least the past year and it has caught up with me big time. I really need some support from someone who knows what I am going through because other people just don't get it.  All they can see is that I am much smaller than I originally was, but I never got to the weight that I wanted.  There is no way to explain how I feel to others cause they just don/t get it.

Right now I am sorta doing the Fat Smash Diet with my mom and sister. I go to the gym at least 5 days a week and I am trying to do some weight training. I mainly am doing cardio right now.

If there is anyone out there who knows what I'm going through and would like to give me any encouragement and support I would greatly appreciate it.

Lovely Ruth!!!

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