100 days post op...uh oh!?!

Jun 03, 2009

so, im a bit over 100 days post op....and i weighed myself today at work (surpirsingly, i havnt weighed myself at home as much....but i know i havnt been controlling myself too well with food for the past week)....sooooo...,the scale says 235! WHAT? how did i GAIN that much? well, i could make excuses like "well, i just ate dinner" or..."i havnt pooped yet" lol......but, SCREW THE EXCUSES!!! i am about 4 months post op, i am just in the very inches of a very long LIFE LONG journey, and i cannot start with excuses.

my bf took back his old job...which means i am COMPLETELY ALONE for an entire month at a time...and i think this is a blessing in a VERY SAD disguise...because with no one around but ME... I am the person to rely on, and i can COMPLETELY CONTROL and maintain my eating and gym habits.

NO EXCUSES! i am going to the gym when i get out of work.... i am eating GOOOOOODD food, not junk food....and i am EATING ALONE so i can concentrate on WHAT and HOW MUCH i am eating!

UGH!! i wish i didnt skip the last 2 support group meeting! :(

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