FOod drama begin

Mar 12, 2010

Okay So I come from a big line up of southern girls we love to eat and cook good, Genteics I tell you. SO now that I started this my grandma decided to change her eating habits. LOl whatever she eats better but still worse. SO yesterday after I walked the mall for 2.5 hours yes straight on my feet. She asked me to buy her BBQ!!!!!!!!!! may day not BBQ with the fango pop and coblers. i just looked at her like hello u were there i cant eat that why are u torturing me why jesus why. SO we went to the BBQ at first I said no I cant have any thing.  then I backed out ordered a lil bit of the shreded beef I know i know. i got home my grandma blended up in the blender while I eagerly awated my meat paste was alll excited she then had to add some ketchup 1/2 of tsp to make it more pasty and gave it to me. It was gross the texture was off I hated it but i ate it. The whole night I have felt guilty and full because its taking forever to digest and Wouldnt allow me to make from for other foods. I decided after that strictly liquid no going off the beaten path to new gross adventures.
So my other issue is
Peanutbutter.Can I have it? Its high In protein and fat. One of my recipes I got from the hospital includes a peanut butter shake which I am drinking now and its so good. Can I eat peanut butter alone or is it a bad idea?
So I am learning to stay away from things hasnt been a week. Its not that I am emotional eater I have some to figure out. I love the taste and texture of food. If I have to blend and it loses the texture the way it feels i dont want it because its gross. Lol so now i have to come and figureout a new love  but its like how i would give to feel the texture and break down of a pretezel that every one had yesterday at the mall I had water. No carbs for sure. ITs hard but I know I can be strong just have to stick in there. BUt if any one knows any thing about peanut butter let me know know. Also I would love to meet with a group outside of the meeting and maybe do a cooking thing together. I got 2 cook books we can have a thing where we decide on a recipe pair up and cook it. It shows whats good for the diffrent stages of surgery and etc and if you u can blend it. Then we can learn to cook the food get tips and stuff that be really nice
Taaisha

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03/09/2010
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Feb 17, 2010
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