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UMMM WHERE DO I BEGIN... I GUESS WHERE EVER I THINK TO START..... I AM A 25 SOON TO BE 26 YEAR OLD FEMALE CURRENTLY I AM 391 LBS I AM ONLY 5 FT 2 IN.... I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH MY WEIGHT MY WHOLE LIFE.... I WAS THE CHILD WITH THE SO CALLED BABY FAT ADN BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT I HAVE ALWAYS BEENVERY SELOF CONSCIOUS AND KEPT TO MYSELF.... I AM VERY SHY AND SOME WHAT ANTI SOCIAL..... I HAVE AT TIMES LIED TO PEOPLE ABOUT MY WEIGHT AND PRETNEDED TO BE SOMETHING THAT I AM NOT..... IN HIGH SCHOOL.... I WAS STILL THE FAT KID FROM THE 5HT GRADE UNTIL NOWI HAVE BEEN PLACED ON NUMERIOUS DIETS.... AND NONE HAVE NOT WORKED FOR ME..... I LOVE MYSELF BUT I AM NOT AS HAPPY AS I SHOULD BE I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO ENJOY LIFE AS I HAVE WANTED TO ........I HAVE BEEN CALLED EACH AND EVERY NAME THAT IS POSSIBLE BUT I HAVE STILL PRESSED ON IN LIFE I MOVED TO SOUTH CAROLINA IN JAN OF 2005 AND DID PRETTY GOOD AT NOT GAINING ANY WEIGHT HOWEVER I STILL WAS OBESE TIPPING THE SCALE AT 297 LBS HOWEVER I WAS STILL ABLE TO GET AROUND AND WALK ANY AND EVERY WHERE WITHOUT LOOSING MY BREATHE AND BEING IN PAIN....... 15 MONTHS LATER HOWEVER I CAME TO REALIZED THAT I HAD GAIN ALMOST 100 MORE LBS AND COULD NOT SLEEP......IN APRIL OF 2006 I BEGAN TO GET VERY SICK COUGHING AND STILL UNABLE TO SLEEP HEART RACING AND VERY VERY ANGRY.............JUNE OF 2006 I WAS PLACED IN THE HOSPIAL I WAS CLOSE TO DEATH MY BLOOD BARELY HAD ANY OXYGEN .... MY BLOOD PRESSURE WAS EXTREMELY HIGH..... I COULD NOT CATCH MY BREATH ENOUGH TO EVEN TELL THE EMERGENCY ROOM NURSE MY NAME... I WAS SO EMBARASSED.......... I WAS ADMITTED TOTHE HOSPITAL AND THIS WAS THE POINT WHERE I DECIDED THAT ALL THE DIETS, EXERCISE THAT I HAD DONE UP UNTIL THAT MONENT DID NOT WORK NOT BECASUE IW AS NOT DEDICATED BUT BECAUSE I NEEDED MORE ASSISTANC THEN WHAT I HAD AT THAT MOMENT.....MY HOSPITAL STAY LASTED FOR OVER 8 DAYS AND I HAD A VERY DOWN TO EARTH DOCTOR WHILE AT PROVIDENCE WHO I THANK GOD FOR.... SPOKE WITH ME AND TOLD ME ALL OF THE ISSUES THAT I HAD HYPERTENSTION, RLS, AND THE PART THAT HURT THE MOST MY HEART WAS NOT PUMPING AS IT SHOULD HAVE.... NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I FELT SO LOW AND I REMEBER CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP WHEN I COULD EVEN SLEEP......... HE SUGGESTED A DOCTOR WHO BECAUSE OF MY HEART PROBLEM AND HYPERTENSION LET ME KNOW THAT I WAS NOT ABLE TO USE ANY DIET DRUGS......HOWEVER WE WENT THREW OTHER ALTERNATIVES FOR AND DO TO PERSONAL ISSUES DECIDED THAT THE GASTRIC BYPASS WAS THE BEST THING FOR ME I RESERACHED AND EVENTUALLY HAD AN APPOINTMENT WITH THE BAPTIST WEIGHT LOSS MANAGMENT CENTER .... I WEN TO AN SEMINAR IN DEC OF 2006 AND STARTE MY CLASSES IN JAN OF THIS YEAR.......
