Let's see , where do i even begin! I was skinny up to the age of six, my family use to get scared when i      was little because i didn't eat enough. Some things    happened in my childhood and i began gaining           weight, so that nobody would hurt me. Before i knew it i was 12 years old and weighed 220LBS. I tryed all kinds of diets , starting when i was around 8 years     old. Lindora, Cabbage Soup, Jenny Craig, Weight       Watchers, etc..... I lose a little and then quit, i felt     hopeless! I felt their was too much to lose and i         couldn't so it by myself. I always said, if only i would of started this diet a year ago then i wouldn't have     so much to lose or i would have lost it all by now if i   stuck to it in the first place. Just felt very sorry for     myself all the time and was very depressed. All my    friends had boyfriends and could wear each others     clothes and go shopping at the cute stores and i         couldn't do any of that. Then at the age of 15,             I started hanging with the wrong crowd and got into some bad stuff but i felt my prayers had been            answered because i lost 100lbs and finally got many  boyfriends and went shopping at those cute stores     and people just treated you differently and i just felt  better about myself, i had lots of energy. I wasn't      alone anymore or so i thought. Well that bad stuff      took a toll on me but for the grace of god, god was    looking after me and i became pregnant at the age    of 19. I quit doing that bad stuff and straightened out my life, went back to school and got my GED and      now i'm in college but i gained all that weight back    plus 100lbs more in 9 months during my pregnancy!  It was crazy gaining about 170 lbs . Today i realize    what a strong women i have become and if i made it through all that i can make it through anything. I am so grateful god put my son in my life, he truely is my guardian angel!  This has all happened for a reason    and i don't regret any of it, it has made me the          person i am today and always! Thank You for all        your guy's support, i am a truely lucky women and    i'm ready to start my new life next month and i can't wait till i can finally get on the ground and play with   my son without hurting and tie my shoes with ease.   May god be with you through your journey as he has been there with me.                                                 

About Me
CA
Location
54.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
03/07/2007
Surgery Date
Jun 05, 2006
Member Since

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3 months post-op!
Two Months Post-op Update!
Leaving for hospital in an hour.(Surgery is in two days!)
Only five more days to go!
Got an angel!
I'm real nervous but excited! Emotions are flying everywhere!

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