Tamika460
It's been forever
May 21, 2009
Well so much has changed in my life, but so much has stayed the same...I am 7 months out.. I started this off at 460 and now I am as of my last weight in 298 that is 162 lbs down...I went from wearing a size 32 pants to now rocking 20 or 22. (depending on who makes them and if my legs dont look to fat)
The pros: I am not longer the fatty in places. I can wear just about anything from regular stores. I can play with my son, seat in seat not having to wonder if my fat ass could fit before i sat down or how the hell am i going to get out of this seat. I feel free at times. I keep wondering why in the world did i wait so long. More like i have a new lease on life and new pattern and new scence of happiness.
The cons: I am not longer "me" at times. I am happy but then i wonder are the new people that come into my life really here because of who i am or what i look like now. I hate thinking that, but it is true. I will not going into so many details but an ex that dogged me the hell out, made me feel weak out of no where now wants a second chance because he sees me in a different lite now that i am smaller. If you really know me you know that i loved him and it took months and years to get over him. Well I told him no. other con. I can eat whatever i want. I still do not dump. Grrrrrr but i am taking that day by day. I now have to find inner strength to deal with not eating trash. I love salads but you know a cracker every now and then isnt bad, but i know that i will never reach what i am to reach if i cheat. So i have to keep my eye on the prize. oh and the whole leg fat..grrr no one talks about the saggy skin and the lose of boobs but i will be getting them fixed very very soon. I cant be rocking small boobs not cute not cute..lol
With everything you do there is work and there are greater rewards...I am just happy for everyone that is on here who is either starting or just taking it day by day. You have made my life a little easier and i love you all dearly. You are closer to me then most of my friends that i have had my entire life.
Tamika
I will post new pictures...soon as i get my home computer on act right...lol
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About Me
milpitas, CA
Location
47.3
BMI
Surgery
10/07/2008
Surgery Date
Mar 18, 2008
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