november 2010..regain?

Nov 17, 2010

okay so im now...15 months out in a few days. and i weighed myself  at 155... i was 152 3 weeks ago.. SHOULD I BE WORRIED?... this is why i never brought a scale into my home.. i would weigh myself twice a day knowing me..
but i bought size 6 jeans from a higher end place(for many reasons)I dont wear them alot.. but i put them on today and now i dont remember if i had the little pouf above my belly button when i stand or not when i bought them.. they come to right below my bellybutton.. so it kinda sticks out if i wear a tighter shirt..
 
god i hope im not regaining weight.. that would suck because im not at goal yet(135 with possible regain at 145?)
excess skin is also getting in the way..literally..
i went to by a new bra.. had to have a fitting because i was clueless.. so it turns out id be wearing a 34..or 32 if i didnt have all the jiggly bits... so im wearing a 38..which seems to mess up the way the whole damn bra works/wears...plus the boobs..wait lets not get started on boobs...


also is this what the belly "pouf" is.. excess.. the BF says it is..but hes a man..haha also i see the skin in my inner theighs drooping downward a bit towards the knees... im not liking this a bit because ive become very fond of the way skirts look on me now..


all in all i nkow im drop dead sexy compared to before and the bf tells me all the time that im beatuiful and sexy etc...and it feels great.. so whats a few pounds????


  can I please have plastic surgery santa!! please......

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