A little low

Dec 14, 2009

Today has been a low day for me.  Having a pity party.  Can't understand why I am still feeling so under the weather.  Duh-surgery 5 days ago.  I guess because I am home, eating, watching t.v., etc, I should be feeling better.  Everything is going down and staying down just fine.  Still tired and feel swollen and uncomfortable, probably still trapped gas.  Just figured I would be up and back to doing pretty much everything by now. 

My best friend called and let me whine all over her so that helped.  She is coming after work tomorrow to help me put up the tree (artificial) and decorate the house.  Right now nothing Christmas is up.  Then we are going to watch a dorky Christmas movie (her words).  Doesn't get any better than that.  By the time my husband comes home it will look like Christmas exploded in the house.

Haven't really thought about food since the surgery but once I was in the dumps today, I started to think of popcorn and pasta and all those foods that got me here.  Thankfully I am terrified to do anything that will mess with the surgery.  Before surgery, I started seeing a counselor who deals with food addictions and I will continue to see her so I can hopefully understand why I use food to deal with feelings.  Hopefully by the time I am ready to eat "real food", my food issues will be under better control.

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Lincoln, RI
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27.9
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RNY
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12/10/2009
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Sep 15, 2007
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