Surgery is tomorrow! =)

Oct 07, 2010

Well the time has come.  Surgery is tomorrow morning and i have to be there at 8am for my 10am surgery time.  I've very nervous now and a little scared.  For the past two days i've been on a clear liquid diet, it is going okay though i've been a little emotional.  Not sure if it's because I'm a week or so away from starting my period or if it's the lack of food =) lol...i've been weepy at times and last night broke down in the shower for no reason at all crying.  My biggest fear is death and not making it through the surgery.  I worry about my children and my husband.  But i had a GREAT friend call me today and we talked and i got it all out so now i'm feeling a little better.  I just wanted to post here because for the past few days i've felt like maybe i was a little overboard emotional or crazy even, and that no one else felt like this!  but after talking to her and being reassured again that things will be just fine, i'm back on track and ready to rock and roll!  My new life begins tomorrow and it's time for a change....


STATS:
Weight 280 (approx my scale only goes to 270)
Height: 5 foot 8.5 inches
Clothing size 2X or 3X shirts, 20/22 jeans, shoes 10
Measurements:
neck- 15.5 in
rt arm- 17.5 in
lft arm- 17.5 in
chest & bra size 49.5 in & 42D
natural waist at belly button - 48 in
hips- 52in 
thighs together- 49in
rt thigh - 31 in
left thigh- 32in
rt calf- 20.5
left calf- 20.5 in

So here is my starting point...i never wanna see thoses #'s again! =)

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