taygirl33319
251 AND GOING GOING DOWN
Apr 06, 2010
Hello my Oh family, I want to start by apologizing for not posting any thing for March. I have been working real hard on allot of things. Next I want to say that I have not been on the scale since the beginning of march I was beginning to get discouraged. I am down to 251 since the beginning of march and at the end of April I will weigh myself again, I know that I have lost more weight because I can squeeze into a size 16 now. I started off 30-32 some 26-28. last month I was 18 now I am a size 16. I am looking forward to being a 14 maybe by June 2010 or at least by my one year anniversary date July 7th, 2010. It is almost a year since my life has been changed by this surgery. I am so pleased and thankful for the blessings. I have been able to eat more than usual but nothing like I did before the surgery. Now it is taking allot of self discipline on my part. I found that I was doing a lot of grazing so now I have changed up .. I have changed my mind set and I am telling myself that I am thin, I can do whatever it takes to reach my goal of 150 pounds and I will enjoy the process of doing it. I love working out I love the way I feel when I am working out and the after effects,..I have been hyping myself up. I have so much I want to say but there really isnt that much room on one page. My sons father will be home in June and we are getting married. YAY
He was my first love at the age of 16 . We fooled around off and on since then.. But after we seperated I had gotten into a very abusive relationship with his best friend (my daughters father) which was the direct cause of me putting on over 200 pounds. In 2007 I ended that 16 year abusive relationship and me and my first love reunited. However he has been incarcerated since 2003. He will be home soon and we have rekindled so much of our lost years and our son will be meeting his dad for the first time in June. Our son is 15 years old. This is going to be a real transition in my life and now I am at the point where I know that I deserve love and I am worthy to be loved. My weight had put me in a place of depression where it was hard for me to believe that anyone could love me an the only security I had in my relationship was that I was the finacial bread winner. That was a miserable way to live for so many years. Now I have a man who wants to drive the car, he has to drive the car and I can feel safe and even fall asleep in the passenger side while he drives. It will be a change but this is what I have longed for which is true love. I had to learn to love me first before I can open myself up to be loved by anyone else. I am happy I am loved I love Amy and I deserve it.. I will keep you all posted and thanks for all the prayers support and encouragement it is always needed. Stay blessed
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About Me
lauderhill, FL
Location
32.4
BMI
Surgery
07/07/2009
Surgery Date
Mar 26, 2009
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