its so true

Apr 19, 2010

Ok this past weekend I held a goodbye/hello party. I was saying goodbye to all the foods I enjoy and all the of the other things I know I shouldn't enjoy. But I was also saying hello to my whole new life and I can honestly say that I wont miss the old life. I will see it again just in a new light. I partied hard this weekend and even though Im not a drinker by nature some of the soon to be old friends thought it would be great for me to be a drinker that night. It was a good time and I cant say that I regret it because in truth I don't. I loved every minute of it and they all support what Im going to do and couldn't be happier for  me. I know that they just wanted me to have one last hell night before i go. I know sounds like im leaving for war and not wls lol what a fun night i got to meet gingerma from here and she in turn got to meet me and merri also from here and we have made tentative plans for the summer. i got final clearance from the drs today thought i was gonna have to push back the surgery because of my knee but everything is still a go. so may 13th here i come watch out its gonna be a zinger of a day. as my new life unfolds before me i see myself in a new light and i find that im not so worried now about how fat i am or who stares at me while eat or even who that damn camera but i find myself counting the day and loving every minute of my fat life and living it to its fullest.

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