Night terrors and pre-surgery gitters

May 10, 2010

Ok so here I am four days before scheduled surgery and all is well right? Yea dont I wish. My 11yr old son wakes up this morning screaming and crying. I mean full fledged tears and screams. Once I clamed hime down I got the terror out of him Apperently he dreamed I died and the dark spirts took me and woulndt let me go to heaven and they kept him from and I couldnt come back to him. So I calmed him down and wiped the tears away kissed and reassured him that I will always come back to hime no matter what., And never worry about any dark spirts because we have angels that will protect us all. So once I got him off to school I have been sitting here wondering "Am I doing the right thing"? Now Im second guessing everything I have sone in the last ten mths. What if I dont make it what if I did lie to him about comeing back what if things dont go as well? these are all the things i am now worried about. i know i know things will probally be ok and things will go well but now with him having this terror im worried. I have decided to let him sleep in my room for the rest of the week just in case another dream comes again. wish me luck

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