It's a new year and I am growing.

Jan 14, 2013

I have been looking into blogging, but I thought why not start on my OH page. I am 340lbs again after getting down to a low of 285lbs and having to get an unfill and gain everything back. However, I will admit that I only got down that low because I couldn't hardly keep anything down and suffer from bad acid reflux. Well once I get my insurance handled I am going to get the lap band out because it has been determined that my reflux will keep getting worse if I kee getting it filled. I will keep you all updated on that.

But something strange is happening to me. At 33 years old and 340lbsI have finally stopped thinking about dieting. Crazy right? Well all I have been thinking about is eating smaller portions and exercising. I have a three year old son that needs me and I feel so bad that I don't even have the energy from laziness to interact with the way I should. Well that is about to change.

I bought a XBOX 360 Kinect with dance games and I am about to order Zumba. I will do the exercise ones when he is away and do the games for him when he is there. The goal is to start exercising and doing it with him all at once.

I have also started back officially drinking water today. Yep 42 ounces in and it is only 4pm. My new goals are to start off with small changes and increase them as I go along. I think that has been my major problem. I have always been looking at how fast I can do this or that without thinking how can I change this or that. Well I am going to change that too.

If you are a new person on here please know that weight loss surgery is a huge journey and should not be taken lightly or thought of as a get slim quick skeem. It may not work that way for you. If portion control is not a problem for you but what you eat, lap-band surgery is not for you either. I have decided to switch to the sleeve once I do decide to get my revision done, but I want to make sure that I am mentally prepared for it as well as on a better weight loss track of better eating and exercising. Good Luck!

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