Must get on track!!

Oct 24, 2012

 I'm stumbling.  I'm not backing out at all but I really need to focus on keeping to the shakes during the day and a SMALL meal at night. I'm still eating more than I should at night.  I'm eating until I'm stuffed.  Must stop doing that.  I'm only hurting myself.  I'd be just as happy with half of what I'm eating.

Lee's slipping into his depression again.  I'm really kind of pissed that he puts it on me.  He thinks/says that once we start doing more things he won't be as depressed.  And maybe that's true... but I don't think it's fair that he should put it on me.  I know he's not doing it to be mean... he just needs to be able to have an answer to why he feels the way he does.  Depression is a clinical thing... He's the one that has to get up and do something.  I can't make him do it.  What's going to change when I lose 200lbs?  I'll be more active but is that magically going to make him more active too? I don't know.  His family is coming next year... I'm actually looking forward to seeing them.  Show off my new bod... lol

Have to get ready for work.  The pants I've been wearing... are starting to get too big... but I don't know if the other ones I have will suffice.  The reason I've been wearing these velour ones is because they are the only ones that stay down because of my Lymph legs. Maybe I'll try a new pair today... I have dropped 60lbs.  

Later Journal. 

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