christy F.

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I am in need of a check up - from the neck up - I am out of control. Mac & cheese, chocolate left & right, chips of all kinds - sweet tea 24 -7. I now drink after I eat to get rid of the full feeling cause emotionally & visually I want to fill the void of too much STRESS in my life!

I scheduled an appointment with my Dr. for Thursday. I hope I have not done any damage to myself or my band. I am being 100% transparent & it feels like a burden I can just thrust onto a page & put the UGLY truth in writing. It hurts that stupid lack of self discipline on my part can make my self worth be so effected. Food / bad choices shouldn't have that kind of control over the way I feel but it dose. It really makes me mad that it has been 2 years & I keep falling back on the same old couping mechanism's that put me in need of the Lap-Band to begin with. On a positive note for mothers day I bought a elliptical machine - I should get it in 2 weeks. I will conquer the bad habits. I have a plan & i will win this battle of stress relief transfer.

one day weight won't be an issue - heehee.

 
  What Decade Fits Your Personality Best? Christy took the "What Decade Fits Your Personality Best?" quiz and the result is 1940's. You are the ultimate romantic at heart. You put a high priority on true love, patriotism, and dedication to honor and duty. Whether it be serving your country or serving your family, you have a very hard work-ethic balanced out by your whimsical, dreamy heart. You are w...illing to take risks, go where no one has gone before, and you have a sense of pride in everything you do. Just as you are in touch with your inner beauty, you also give just the right amount of focus on your outer beauty-- standing out with the latest fashions and getting in touch with your sensual side. Your sexiness is not scandalous but rather classy and poised. You are the envy of those around you because no matter how much tough work you have to do, you keep a smile and look good while doing it.

210 - 144 lbs  Happy the weight has come off. It hasn't been easy but it HAS been WORTH IT!

I can't wait to hit the 125 marker. That will be a dream come true! Hope for some beautiful weather to kick me back into full gear of wl mode. Enjoy the rest of your day everyone! Congrats to Harriet she just hit her 2 year marker & is now a size 6. Awesome job doll!

Hit my Christmas Goal I wore a size 8 suit  - Looked & felt fabulous!!!
My sister-in-laws who hadn't seen me in a while tripped out - which was GREAT. - History there - every year for the past 8 years I was always the biggest one of us - which really Bit! This year it was my personal goal to change that & thanks to my Lap Band & some good ole fashion will power I DID IT! Thank ya Jesus - woo-hoo! Life is Good & It's only getting better. Happy New Year Everyone.

at dinner today getting up to go get some dessert he said honey you are looking really sexy & woo-hoo I hit a goal!
I'm so grateful for getting my life back on track! 150 fluctuation & wed I hit 148.4.  I'm so excited!!!

1 more lb & hit a goal!!!!

I am gonig on vacation next week & had to try on a bathing suit. My mother in law gave me one 2 wks ago & hadn't tried it on till today. The awesome surprise was it was a wonderful fit. The clencher was it was a size 8-10. I almost cried because it was such a WONDERFUL surprise! I so needed that I am still struggling with feeling like the Big Girl on the inside. It is the craziest thing, but I know it's old self esteem issues I just need to get past! I will & it is a process that I am working through. I have good days that I feel like am a child of The High God & I look & feel great about myself. Then their are days that all I can see are my flaws that still haunt my memories of being overweight & not good enough. I am on the road to recreation & it has it's peaks & valleys. It's is a road that will have a Nice ending!!! I love the Me I am becoming & look forward to the future me. Till I write again ....Have a good one!

yeehaww!!!!

Now onward - 25 more on my journey! I can do All things through CHRIST who strengthens me!!!

 3 lbs from where I left off when I was on track. Thanks be to God!