today thrilling discovery...

Sep 12, 2009

I am gonig on vacation next week & had to try on a bathing suit. My mother in law gave me one 2 wks ago & hadn't tried it on till today. The awesome surprise was it was a wonderful fit. The clencher was it was a size 8-10. I almost cried because it was such a WONDERFUL surprise! I so needed that I am still struggling with feeling like the Big Girl on the inside. It is the craziest thing, but I know it's old self esteem issues I just need to get past! I will & it is a process that I am working through. I have good days that I feel like am a child of The High God & I look & feel great about myself. Then their are days that all I can see are my flaws that still haunt my memories of being overweight & not good enough. I am on the road to recreation & it has it's peaks & valleys. It's is a road that will have a Nice ending!!! I love the Me I am becoming & look forward to the future me. Till I write again ....Have a good one!

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