ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I WROTE IN MY BLOG, UPDATE

May 03, 2009

MAY 3, 2009
 
WELL I AM DOWN 130 POUNDS ( OMG I HAVE LOST A WHOLE PERSON !!!)  I CAN'T WAIT FOR SUMMER TO GET HERE SO I CAN GET OUT AND SWIM AND TRY TO GET A LIL MORE EXCERSIZE IN.  WITH MY OTHER MEDICAL PROBLEMS EXCERSIZING IS LIMITED FOR ME. BUT I CAN DO MORE THAN BEFORE I HAD MY SURGERY.

    I GET COMPLIMENTS ALMOST EVERYDAY !!!!! AND I LOVE IT.  SO YES I AM STARTING TO SEE A DIFFERENCE IN ME , I HAVE BEEN COMPARING PICS FROM BEFORE MY SURGERY (YES I USE TO HIDE BEHIND PEOPLE )  BUT NOW I TAKE PICS OF MYSELF !!

MY DAUGHTERS WON'T LET ME WHERE THEIR CLOTHES !!!! WHILE DOING LAUNDRY I THOUGHT WHY NOT, SO I TRIED ON MY YOUNGEST JEANS ( SIZE  16 ) AND WENT ANS SAID SO WHAT DO YA THINK ?  MY DAUGHTER SAYS " TAKE EM OFF !! "  I'M LIKE AIN'T YOU PROUD YOUR MOMMA CAN WEAR YOUR JEANS?  SHE SAYS "TAKE EM OFF!!!"  DANG. SO YES I HAVE BEEN YARDSALING AND THRIFT STORE SHOPPING , BUT THE BEST PLACE I FOUND TO SHOP AT WAS ONE OF MY FRIENDS.  MAN WHEN I CALLED HER AND SAID I NEEDED CLOTHES, SHE BROUGHT ME OMG  A HUGE BOX, AND SEVERAL PILES OF CLOTHES.  SO YES NOW I AM TRYING TO GATHER ALL MY TO BIG,  OMG YES I DID SAY TO BIG  CLOTHES AND I AM GONNA HAVE A HUGE PLUS SIZE CLOTHING YARD SALE, AND THEN I'M GONNA BUY ME A NEW SWIM SUIT FOR THIS YEAR.

I HAVE NOTICED HOW A FEW PEOPLE DON'T WANT OTHER PEOPLE TO KNOW THEY HAD GASTRIC SURGERY, ME WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME IF I HAD SURGERY I  SAY "YES JULY 28TH 2008 AND IT WAS THE BEST DECISION I HAVE EVER MADE !!!!!"

I FEEL LUCKY CAUSE KNOCK ON WOOD, I HAVE NOT HAD ANY MAJOR PROBLEMS THAT OTHERS HAVE HAD.  I STILL DON'T GET IT WHY SOME PEOPLE HAD TO HAVE DRAINS AND OTHERS DIDN'T BUT OH WELL.

I NOW AM BACK TO WEARING MY MAKE UP TO MAKE ME LOOK GOOD, I JUST COLORED MY HAIR  TO GIVE ME A RED HIGH LIGHT LOOK,  (I WON'T DO IT BY MYSELF AGAIN, DIDNT GET THE BACK EVEN LOL) I HAVE STARTED BUYING SHOES WITH HEELS , NOT THOSE SPIKE HEELS I FEEL SAFER IN THE CHUCK HEELS.  I AM ABLE TO GET OUT AND DO MORE FOR MYSELF AND MY GIRLS. THAT WAS A BIG MILESTONE FOR ME , I DON'T HAVE TO DEPEND ON MY GIRLS TO DO EVERY THING, AND YES I DO SEE A DIFFERENCE WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP.

MY OLDEST GRADUATES THIS YEAR AND THEN SHE WILL BE WORKING ALL SUMMER AT CHURCH CAMP AS A COUNSLER AND THEN SHE WILL BE OFF TO COLLEGE ( 2 1/2 HOURS AWAY FROM HOME)  I HAVE BEEN THINKING OMG WHAT IF I GET LONELY  OR MISS HER SO MUCH THAT I TURN BACK TO MY BUDDY  FOOD!!!!!!! NO WAY DO I WANNA EVER BECOME DEPENT ON MY OLD BUDDY EVER AGAIN.  WELL I GUESS I HAVE RAMBLED ON ENOUGH FOR NOW.

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