Maybe February will be better...

Jan 18, 2016

I gained 4 lbs this week and I am all but having a breakdown. I have been stressed lately, fighting with my boyfriend, running important errands for a long distance move, bills, and doctors appointments, drama at work. Long story short, I'm finding myself stress snacking. I am never hungry so snacking is pointless, but old habits die hard. With the move going on, I've been eating out way too often, my food choices aren't the best. I even had a vanilla coke this week to try and make it through 12 hours in the car and getting up at 4 a.m. I'm starting a new job on the 4th, I'm moving 176 miles away from my family and friends. I'm trying to make this whole move from one paycheck and I'm running into trouble at every turn. I feel like I should go to a support meeting but my schedule doesn't really allow time for it. I'm getting exercise packing and cleaning because I don't have time to fit that in either. I feel like I'm making excuses and failing myself. My emotions are completely off and the fact that my psych meds are either making me sick or sleep all day (so I haven't been taking them) probably doesn't help either. I need support from the people around me, I need some of this stress to ease up. I don't really know how to handle myself right now...

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