Trying to keep my head up...

Apr 12, 2016

I want so badly to break the 300lb mark. I have been in a stall for awhile now, with everything going on I cannot be too upset about it...or at least that is what everyone around me says. I've been under a lot of stress, I've gone through a lot of changes, and while I understand that they are trying to help I cannot help but be frustrated. I can't see what they see. Not one time have I looked at myself and noticed that I'm getting smaller, I guess that's because I go by the number on the scale. I feel like a failure, every time I eat I feel like I shouldn't be eating. I know this is a mental issue that I should probably talk to someone about but I'm not sure who at this point. My surgeon says that this is a marathon, not a sprint but I feel like I should be seeing a change somewhere. I feel like compared to the other weight loss surgery patients I've seen and followed, I'm lagging behind. Did anyone else feel that way? Or is it just in my head?

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