new yr new things new me !!!

Jan 08, 2010

hello everyone i havent been on in a while but i wanna catch up with everyone who has helped me thus far those that know it and those that don't in one way or another those that are my friends on this wonderful site have helped in more ways than one and for that i am greatful it's january and i have been thinking were was i and what was i thinking a yr ago today well here goes i was thinking about and couldn't wait to have my surgery on feb 12th 2009 i came to this site reached  out online between google and this site i read i typed til i couldn't anymore i was terrified i was happy and other feels ran thur me i even drew up a will i became truly humbled by my experience and 100% greatful for the new life i thought i would never have i love myself and life soooo much more and my life has change sooo much one yr ago today i much like everyone else i tried everything to loose the weight that i carried for way to long it will be 1yr on feb 12th 2010 and i went from a size 22/24 to a size 10 i cried when i fit into a size 10 seriously that feeling was soooo humbling i just sat in the dressing room and looked at the mirror and cried silently in jcpenny i was happy hadnt felt that way in a long time i get mistaken for my 12yr old daily i saw a couple of friends from highschool who knew me when i was smaller and thick and now smaller and the said "you look like you did in highschool" i love my gastric bypass i have no complaints all of whatever i went thur was for a those moments and my now longer  more fufilled life with my daughter and i thank everyone and i do mean everyone and myself  for this moment !
luv ya ,
Maryann

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