Another day Another problem !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jun 05, 2009

Well Its 6 weeks after my surgery and Im starting to see the weight alittle. I have lost as of this morning 42 pounds, I think I should have lost more but I haven't worked out and I don't eat right,so Its my own fault.Since my surgery I haven't had it easy. The first week I get thrush mouth which last about 2 weeks, then I try eating some food which doesnt work well,then I get these stomach spasms for awhile till I go to the hospital,then I find out I have a 8-9mm nodule on my lung,so now i have to go get that takin out ,I am hoping its not cancer but something in me is telling me it is and I will be alright.This surgery will give me my third chance to live. My first is when I was a born,my second is the day of my surgery,my third will be the day they take this piece out of my lung. So my RNY saved my life twice and I will forever be thankfull for it. I am getting alittle better with food,I do realize I need to eat during the day and drink my shake at night. Eating dinner makes me sick,so I will change the way I do things. I started back at the gym and hired a trainer Chris, to help me for the next 6 months.My boyfriend Steve is being wonderful thru this all. He starting to like what he sees,which makes me want to work harder to look good for him.I love him and my kids so much. They are my world,my reason to breathe. I am getting happier everyday, I just want 6/23 to come and go and I start living again.I am not stopping now,I will work hard till the day I go into the hospital and will work hard the day I am allowed to go back to living. So thats my blog for now.I will be back to write soon.........

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