What's been going on?
Jan 24, 2009I haven't blogged in a while. After one night in the chatroom, on here, I was frustrated by someone. They tried to make me feel bad for having some veggie pizza. I was told that I couldn't have that stuff anymore. You know, there are a lot of things that you can't really have after bypass surgery. It made me not sure if I really wanted this. I need to lose weight though, even before I could have the surgery I have to lose 100 pounds anyway. So I have been watching my calories and fat. Although, I did cheat two days in a row. The food that I cheated on didn't taste as good as I remember. So that's a good thing.
I've also been studying to get my GED. Something that I let my depression and disgust with myself ruin my opportunity in high school. It's given me something to focus my energy on...instead of eating. I actually knew a lot more than I thought. Although, I have LOTS to learn still. Like MATH! YUCK! I want to get better at it. I really do, even my therapist told me she got her GED and worked and went to school. Taking 2 classes at a time until she got her Masters. Amazing! She has four kids too and raised them alone.
I really want to thank everyone that has been so supportive of me. I need all the help I can get.