2 months!

May 20, 2010

 

I have not written in a long time. Yesterday was my 2 month mark for my surgery, and it’s been a long road to this point. I have good days, and I have SUPER bad days…I find it hard to stick to the diet, but then I remember why I did this, and it makes it easier! I no longer crave the fast food, and the junk food I did in the beginning. I am starting to realize I can live without food all the time. I am not depending on it for everything…. As of right now, I have lost 49 lbs… I am scared though that I will fail and that this is where I will be forever….. I go through my down days, where I feel really depressed, and then have days where I feel on top of the world.. I am only human, so I have cheated, but then I get back on track... It’s just so hard…. I want the weight to just fall off, and some days it does not do that, or when I weigh it says I have gained (like today, it says I have gained 3 lbs). I just recently started drinking protein shakes, and I mean recently as in Monday… I finally found one I like! EAS chocolate! It taste like chocolate milk to me, with a little kick!!! I drink an 8 ounce shake in the morning, and an 8 ounce shake at night, getting around 33 grams of protein in each shake! More than the ZERO I was getting previously! Does protein cause you to gain weight? Is it normal to feel “stuck”? I know ill hit platos, but so soon? I know everyone looses at their own pace, but is 50 pounds around month 2 pretty normal? I feel so lost right now….

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About Me
Indianapolis, IN
Location
37.2
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RNY
Surgery
03/19/2010
Surgery Date
Jan 27, 2010
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