Ruthie K.
The day is ever closer!
Oct 30, 2012
Hi everyone!
I know it's been a little while since my last post. Sorry about that! But I have been trying to keep myself busy so the days will fly by faster, the problem is that isn't working..lol Surgery is Monday!.. But I am so nervous, and scared. I keep telling myself things will get better after surgery, I will loose the weight and begin to live a normal life. I want to fit into a crowd of people, not stand out because of my wide butt!
I have called my family in Missouri, talked to them a little. But I don't think they understand what is really about to happen. Someday they will, or at least I hope. My fiance is very supportive and help me keep on my plan. So with him and my teenage son I think we are doing good.
I hope to take some pictures before surgery so I can post them on here, that way I can look back at what I have done. I have always kept out of pictures if I could, hopefully that will change as time goes on.