Focus Grasshopper- getting back on track sucks!

Jul 23, 2018

I hate this weight issue. Yo-Yo, wash-rinse and repeat! Weight gain. Do we see a pattern yet? 

I'm signed up for the Comprehensive Weight Management program in my new state because we moved again. Surprise.

I'm in the Aloha Isle living the dream however it's not all sunshine and rainbows. I can't find a pair of women’s slippahs because I'm so bloated and miserable all the time. I've slowly been packing on every pound that I lost. I had to have a come to Jesus moment with myself today. I think I'm 283lbs. Give or take a few. That is so disappointing. 

I was just reviewing my old blogs and seeing what worked, what didn't. I was sitting here thinking that I haven't been on the boards since my band to sleeve revision. I have had no support system other than an md whom I made write orders for blood work. Seriously. No physician follow up. No therapy or counseling. Obviously that is a piece that I need. Follow through and accountability. 

My food choices have been atrocious. I did have an ahi salad without dressing this weekend. I took the left overs and made tortilla rolls. So bo-go healthy option. It is certainly better than the alternative. 

I just came to vent and look at my options.

1. Get off my ass and start getting seriously more physical than I am now. More swimming, snorkeling, walking. 

2. Get on medication to help me with my food cravings. 

3. Revise to RNY. I really don't want to go this route. Supplements/ shakes are icky and make me nauseous!!!

4. Combo of all of the above. 

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