Dispointment follows good news

Apr 28, 2010

Well, it have been a little while since I last posted but nothing has really changed. I have lost a little more weight. I couldn't get an accurate read from my overly priced scale so I went with the bigger number. I would appear that I have lost almost 20 lbs. I can feel the differences when I am getting in and out of my bed and my car, which is exciting. I was getting to the point where I was going to ask people to grease both of my sides and shove me into the car or yank me out of it. I am afraid that I am getting sick again so I have been glued to my inhaler. I will be devastated if I develop bronchitis again, or even worse pneumonia.

That's the good news, as promised here is the bad. I was denied medicaid. I was very down and depressed after that and I found that at times I am a depressed eater. I feel sorry for myself and tired of taken the extra to make the food that I am chained to until I drop some significant numbers. For the last two nights I have eaten whatever without a care in the world. It was last night when I realized that I may not be slimming down super fast but I am loosing weight. This is something that I can say I feel I have never done correctly, but now I am seeing and feeling results. I am going to stick with my managed weight loss plan and I am going to keep appealing every insurance company that denies me. So one is going to help me eventually I know. I feel it. God would not give me a burden that I cannot bare. I am a survivor and I am going to survivor obesity before I leave this world!

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06/28/2011
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