Seriously

Jun 01, 2010

I know this will sound selfish but I'm starting to even doubt myself I feel like I can't lose these last 15 pounds and I was actually hoping to lose more than just 30lbs. I've been more careful about everything I've eaten, and I've been working out guess I just gotta hit the gym harder. You would think since I have ALOT to lose that it would melt off but it isn't and starting to feel discouraged. I have even been getting over 10,000 steps a day. Guess I just had to vent because I was hoping to have a surgery date by now. However I did tell my ex about it and he sounded really supportive...but it doesn't matter what he thinks. I used to think the only thing standing in my way was finding a way to pay for it now its just 15 POUNDS. I wish I was on the other side of this and starting my recovery. 

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