Anxiously Waiting

Apr 06, 2009

Ok, so i'm anxiously awaiting my last weight appointment next Thursday....I guess that will make or break me.  A few obstacles left....1, sending my paperwork for approval.....and actually deciding which surgery....I was dead set to get rny, but at my last weigh in in March, they gave me a hard surgery date of May 13 with bootcamp on May 7....All of a sudden I was terrified and started having doubts.  I started looking back at the band....but i can say at this moment, i am pretty much set to get rny.  I am still scared that something is going to go wrong and I am thinking what in the hell am i doing??? But then again, my life long feeling takes over and I know why I'm doing what I'm doing.....

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