toothaley75
It's a Year...
Mar 04, 2012
Can't believe its been a year already. Boy has it been a journey.....I'm still learning who I am and who my true friends & family are. I think that's been the hardest part of this whole process. Sucks soooo bad cuz you know ppl judged you when you was big and now they judge you cuz you've lost weight...It's Sucks azzz.... I know I've changed....more the outside then the inside. But I do admit I'm different. I'm much more confident in myself and wut I wear..and wut I do. I don't think ppl know how to take it. It's really sad. I would love to say something to them ppl but wut good will that do me. I'm trying to learn it doesn't matter what ppl think of me anymore. As long as I'm happy and my children are happy that's all that matters. My marriage is doing great. It was rocky a couple of months ago but things are much much better now. He can't keep his hands off of me. He was always like that...but even more now....My health is good. I feel so good now, it's wonderful to be able to sit on the floor and not be afraid to stand up cuz it's gonna hurt or your afraid if your gonna be able to stand once you need to stand up. I bought a treadmill a few weeks ago.( could finally afford one) I jogged for the first time on it a couple of days ago...it felt wonderful. My weight has been on a stand still so I'm tring to up my exercise. Been slacking since the winter came along. So...I've been pushing my husband in getting the treadmill...and finally I have one...and I love it. I still have 22lbs to get off. I'm hoping to get that off by summer. It's been hard to get it off. I guess I need to be happy about not gaining any weight.=) I NEVER want that to happen again. That's my biggest fear...All are fear that's had the surgery...Protein is still a lil hard for me. but It's not bad. And my vitamins. I miss a couple sometimes. I'm bad with remembering but all in all I'm GREAT!!!
