ToPhat4Fat
Co-morbities Blues......
Apr 09, 2007
Happy Easter Everyone!!!!
Apr 08, 2007
!!!!!!!!HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE WHO VISITS MY PAGE!!!!!!!!!
FUn In ThE sUN!!!!!!!!!!!
Apr 07, 2007
Ok so like, im doing ok. This weight gain is killin me though. Who gives a shit though, in apprx. 5 days i will be havin fun in the sun in florida. YEAH WHOOP WHOOP. I am so excited. I love to go to different places. I can be myself because no one knows me there. And who gives a flyin F*** if they pass judgement. I wont be seeing those ppl another day in my natural life. Any way I am just so excited. I think a trip is what I really need to take my mind off all the stresses of everyday life.. Oh and my outfits that I am taking .....OH MY GOSHHHHHH i am going to look outrageous OOOKKKAAAYYYY!!!! WHHOOOOOO i am soo exicted. And my consultation with the surgeon is JUNE 4th. I no its kind of a long time but at least I have it. I feel so good about the outcome of this whole thing. Everytime I ask God about it, I always am just overcome with this crazy sense of joy. I start smiling and i get really excited and happy. I hope that is God's way of telling me that this is really going to happen and that I will finally be able to live my life the way I want to. I am just really excited about everthing. GODDD BLLLEEESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID!!! !#@%$$!$!^$@*%@$$#!#
Mar 20, 2007
UGGHHHH ANGRY ME!!!
Mar 16, 2007
FLUBBER BUSTERS I AM SO ANGRY. So I had to cancel the sleep test in which I was so happy about because it is doing some sort of weird icy snow rain thing outside and Im not driving in that. I would actually like to live long enough to get the surgery. I just wish this whol process could be expedited .........................ugghhh. I rescheduled for Sunday so we'll see..............uugggghhhh!!!!!!
The Ball is Rollin'
Mar 16, 2007
Welcome Back..........
Mar 12, 2007
I have made my sleep test for this Friday, and I have called the bariatric surgeon to set up a consoltation. I cannot believe that I am actually taking all the steps to ACTUALLY have this done. Like, it is no longer a dream, I am really going through with this. It is kind of scary, but I still have my man by my side. (all 170 lbs. of him lol)
Well Friday is the day it is exciting and scary all at the same time........................wish me luck..........its really happening
AHHHHHHHHH...................................
Lost Doctor
Nov 16, 2006
Okay so I have this new doctor that I saw about an ear infection a couple of weeks ago, and I cant figure out her name. I lost the # and I cant find seem to locater. I've called all over, trying to find my former co-worker, who i found out now works at her office, but have had no luck. If i can find her this will be the first appt. where i bring up the surgery. At this appt I will be getting a full physical and hopefully this will get the ball rolling. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!
My 1st Blog
Nov 16, 2006
November 16th, 2006
So this is my first Blog and I have decided to embark on this surgery journey. I am going to need the help and support of people who know most about the process the, thus i've come here.
This is not to say that my 6'3" 183 lbs boyfriend cant provide me with all the moral support i need i just need support from thouse who have and are going throught the struggle..........so here i am...........
So basically I am in the VERY beginging stages of this surgery thing. The step of making the decision that this is the right option and decided to act on it. My only question now is WHAT NEXT??????????????