229.5 Thought this was never going to happen

Apr 19, 2009

Yesterday got on the scale, and finally I am in the 20's, I have been waiting forever for the scale to move. I have been dong pretty well so far with this fill level, I have a fill appt. on the 28Th so I will see how I am doing when the time comes, but right now I am feeling pretty good restriction. Also, I don't want to ever get to the point of being so tight I can't swallow my saliva, that was messed up! 

 Yesterday went to a birthday party, and other than a few chips and dip, and 2 Kahula and Creme did well, I was hungry when we got home, so just went to bed. 
 
 Today, it is raining and I really want to eat something but not hungry so battling some bordem hunger. I just don't want to go back to the 30's and with it being only one half pound out of there I know I have to be careful.

   Vacation was fantastic! I feel so much better mood and body wise, I was really in a slump, not getting off the sofa all day, and just not a very happy person, but since going to the sunshine state and now getting a little sunshine here, I have been in a happy cheerful mood.  The kids all got along fairly well, and I really enjoyed having them all together, wish Lindsey could have come to complete the family, but she had to work. We went to Disney and it was crazy, the weather was great, mid 70's only two day was it going to be that cool so I think everyone else felt the same way, and that is why they closed the park at 1p.m. it was at capacity, never have I ever heard anyone that had that happen too, even my cousin you goes to Disney more than a few times a year, never heard of that one. The girls were in awwww, and it was just a good time, and no rubbing things this time, and I could keep up with everyone, so wohooo for that. I will post pictures when I download them to my home computer, if it will allow me to.

I have all kinds of yard work to do, so hopefully that will add to the loss of weight, and as long as I stay on track I can see some weight coming of this summer. It is a slow and steady process and although I get frustrated when the scale doesn't move I have to remember that this isn't bypass and I knew going in that it would be a slow process, and the fact that I haven't gained any weight back is a miracle in itself!  So today is a positive day for me.

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