Less than 30 days till VSG!

Jul 05, 2010

Less than 30 days till VSG! I cant even believe it. I am sooo excited and nervous. For the most part I am just super excited and can not wait for the time to pass so that it will be here. The mommy part of me is battling me and I keep asking myself if Ive lost my mind. I feel really guilty for choosing to go under anesthesia & the knife. I keep thinking about how horrible it would be for my children if I didnt make it through. Not only would they not have me , they would know that this was something that I chose. The rational & logical part of me knows that the chances of that happening are very slim but I still worry. I think if I wasnt a mommy, I wouldnt be worried at all but it is a bit scary.  I guess it's normal to have these thoughts so close to surgery. Also, after my denial last year, Im still so afraid that Ill get that same denial call the day before surgery again. I figure if I spout out my fears on here, I'll be able to release them a bit!

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