tracy327
YIPPEE YAI YAY! I can breathe now! APPROVED !
Jul 27, 2010
Well, I didnt realize it but Ive been holding my breath since I restarted this whole process. I had my clearance appointments on Thursday and received the call today that YES YES YES, I am approved by Aetna and cleared for my surgery on Monday. yippee yai yay!!! After getting a denial the day prior to surgery last year , I was really worried even though no one could think of any reason for a denial this time. As soon as I hung up the phone, the tears began to roll. Words can not express the relief I feel. I have been waking up at night feeling guilty for making such a choice. I still wonder how my children would feel and something happened to me. That would suck! I try to remind myself that the odds of anything happening are extremely low and so I try not to allow those thoughts to linger for too long. My husband went in foe surgery a week ago (not weight loss surgery) and has had some complications. Just found out that he will be in the hospital another 7-10 days so he will still be in the hospital when I hav emy surgery. Im so sad for him and thats snother thing that pops in my head from time to time. He had to have a surgery. I am choosing to have surgery. Am i nuts? Again, i dont allow these thoughts to stick around too long. Ive come too far to turn back now, especially after going through the ENTIRE PROCESS TWICE. It has been crazy but I am so ready for this next phase. I am only allowing positive thoughts and I am confident that I will have a quick recovery and will soon be well on my way to my new lifestyle! I am elated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
