The time has come for you to start the journey. I've had discussions with you that lead me to beleive that you will be fantanstically successful with your new pouchy. You will do fine with the surgery and be sitting over there on that losers bench in no time.
So....step up to that plate and let yourself hit that homerun.
Wednesday is your day! Just remember you are on the journey of a lifetime. Try to enjoy every minute. It may sound weird now, but know that you are cared for and prayed for here, and all too soon this will be but a memory and you will be an inspiration to someone else. I am waiting for you on the losers' bench! ~ JudyAnne