OMG I NEVER WANT TO FORGET!

Aug 04, 2010

Well again it been awhile since I had anything to say. It’s kind of strange that as time goes on, wls becomes lesser and lesser a major aspect of your life. I am grateful for everything but now that I have been holding 163-165 lbs (not moving down past 160lbs) for the last 5 months I don’t focus on wls as much. I still weigh myself daily just to make sure my weight is in check. It’s just as easy as before to put the weight on! So daily weighing is my way of making sure I stay on track. If I get near 169lbs it back to the basics of no carbs and all protein for a few days until I’m back to the 163ish area. I rather have to lose 3 lbs then me having to fight to get 15 lbs or more off.
 
So for you newbies it’s important to realize this is a life style change. Some days I feel discourage that I can’t eat a bag of chips, now I realize that a handful can be good enough. I’m not depriving myself, but I’m not losing control over how much I eat compared to a few years ago. I’m not always perfect with this however I defiantly have better days to outweigh the bad day.

One main reason why I wanted to post something today was because I had an amazing feeling yesterday and I really don’t want to forget it. After work I ran into someone that I used to go to high school with. His name was Jordan and he was someone that used to give me a hard time. I have not seen him for about 6 years so mind you he never did see me at my heaviest. I gained about 40lbs between high school and the day I had wls. So he had seen me last at around 210lbs.

The way that I ran into him was at the Beer Store (by the way that where he works). We started talking and he asked me how I have been doing. I told him I’ve been doing great, I got married about a month ago, I have a great job (in construction management), and oh ya I look amazing which I didn’t have to tell him because I could tell by the expression on his face when he realized who I was. When I left the Beer Store I felt AMAZING!!! I knew that I had done something with my life and there he was stuck working at the beer store, oh and he didn’t look as good as he did in High School. I just felt like the shoe was on the other foot now, no longer am I the ugly teenage girl who he used to pick on. The guy that used to through food at me, and torment me in school no, I am successful and yes I look amazing and where did he end up? NO WHERE! God that felt great and I never want to forget how I felt yesterday.

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