What a difference a year makes!

Nov 05, 2011

I am little late posting this but I didn't want to forget to do it so I can remember exactly how I felt last weekend.  I posted a blog last year in October about taking the kids for a walk in the woods.  It was supposed to be a nice thing but at 359 lbs it was painful and upsetting.  I was in so much pain (back, hips, knees, shins) that I cried the entire last half of the walk.  I was so upset and pissed off with myself that I had let myself get that bad.  Well last weekend we decided to try it again.  I am down 95 lbs now so the walk should be easier.  We set out on that walk and I was determined to make it this time without crying.  I am so happy to say that I did it!  We walked and walked until the kids wanted to turn around...not me.  I could have kept going and I really wanted to.  I wasn't in pain or out of breath and I will remember this day for the happiness I felt, not the sadness of last year.  It's amazing how much can change in a year.  I am almost down 100 pounds in the 5 months since surgery and I am so pleased.  Thank god for this surgery, I have a second chance to be an active mom in my kid's lives.

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About Me
Sudbury, XX
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26.7
BMI
RNY
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05/30/2011
Surgery Date
Mar 04, 2010
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Smiling, but not happy.
359lbs
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190lbs

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